Senang cerita

Aku tahu apa aku mahu.
Aku ambil positif.
Tak perlu kejar benda yang tak mahu dikejar.

Aku selalu mengejar benda yang tak pasti aku boleh miliki. Kali ini, aku nak cuba lepaskan semua benda yang boleh buat aku kembali.

Fikir lah apa yang kau mahu, Syaza.

Apa yang kau mahu?

Seseorang yang ikhlas sayang dan cintakan aku. Itu penting.
Seseorang yang takut pada Allah.

Paling penting dua perkara itu.

Seseorang yang takut kehilangan aku. Perlu.

Ingat sentiasa apa yang kau mahu, Syaza.
Berhenti puaskan hati orang, kali ini untuk diri kau sendiri.
Kau mahukan bahagia.

Kau mahu didampingi, kau tak perlu seksa diri kau, katakan kau tak perlu. Sebenarnya kau perlu dan kau mahu. Kau suka didampingi.
Tak perlu kau paksa untuk sesiapa lagi untuk tak perlu didampingi.

Kau suka bila ada yang suka benda random tentang diri kau yang kau sendiri tidak perasan.
Kau suka bila kelebihan kau dihargai.

I want to be the voice you want to hear. To be the only one who sings for you. I want to be your favorite soundtrack. I want you to cherish what I can do for you.

I want you to love what I do. I want to be able to share my interest with you so we'll enjoy doing it together. I love surprises. I want you to celebrate my birthday and even our month-sarries. I want flowers, I want random gifts. I can't lie that I want to be treated as a princess. I want to feel loved.

I want to be called 'beautiful' even when I know I'm not. I want those good morning and good night wishes. I want those cheesy messages, things that can make smile. I want to be someone's special person. I want you to remember me in everything you do. I want to be the in the photo in your wallet or in your phone's wallpaper. I want to be admired by you.

I don't want to be blamed all the time. I want you to give in sometimes when we fight. I want to do everything with you. I want to be your motivation. I want to be the one who will wake you up for Subuh and remind you to do your prayers. I want you to be man enough to protect me. I want you to be able to feel jealousy. I want to see that part of you to know that you really care and love me. I want you to love me, deeply.

I want you to let me know that I'm the only one. I want you to be faithful and true to me. I want you to be loyal. I don't like it when you lie to me. I want you to tell me everything. I want to be the one who will be there for you through thick and thin. I want to take your pain away and make you laugh when you're down. I want to be useful to you. I want you to feel loved and be loved. I want to do things that people can't do or never do to you.

I want you to be random. I want you to notice every little things in me. I want you to try hard for me. I want you to support me from my back and better, beside me. I want you to know that you are appreciated. I want to know that you are precious to me. I want you be irritating and annoying. I want you to give me your worst and your best. I want you to give and take.

I want you to accept my physical weaknesses. I want you to accept ALL my weaknesses. I want you to accept my flaws. Forgive my past. Forgive my mistakes. I want you to be patient and forgiving. I want you to be able to calm me down during my 'days'. I want you to know just what to say when I'm feeling ill. I want you to take care of me. I want you to stay with me.

I want you to love my family and love my friends.
I want you to be able to tell stories and listen.
I want you to wipe my tears.
I want you to be my shoulder to cry on.
I want you to look me in the eyes and let me know you love me and I'm the one you want.

I want you to make me your everything. I want you to want me to be your wife and the mother to your children. And I want you to be my husband and the father to my children.

I want to be in your future. I want you to make me believe that you are going to make it happen.
I want you, to want me, to want you.

I want to be important to you. After Allah, Muhammad, your parents and family.


Those are some of the things I want.
Those are some of the things I can do for you.
Those are the things you have failed to give me, but I... still choose to stay.
This time, you lost me.

I am going to focus on the things that I want. I will try my best to survive this road alone. I don't want to get hurt again and I won't let myself get hurt.

This time, I will love myself more.

Aku memang orangnya kuat, walau aku menangis, aku boleh teruskan.
Sebab aku ingatkan diri aku sentiasa, aku boleh.


Tak akan aku cuba lagi. Aku mahukan orang yang mahukan aku, senang cerita.
Aku tak mahu bertepuk sebelah tangan.

Wouldn't it be easier when you know that you don't have to try hard when you end up with someone who wants to be with you, too.


Remember, "Love the one who wants to be with you."